Dear Friends,
I am going to end this week not bearing bad news. This is a something new for me because I am on the road to getting a better life. I have been so use to having shitty weeks and also dealing with some shitty dealings from people I was cool with. I am thankful for this moment of brevity and happiness. Even feeling happy is something new to deal with. No more being truly depressed and wanting to feel sorry for myself. I am also glad to clear out the haters, the cynics and those who expect me to fail.
Being in the state of happiness is giving me something to work towards. I want to be able to be around people and not be a kill joy or a sour puss. Even going to work this week is going to be interesting because nothing is going to bother me. A friend told me about wearing my fuck you armor and I finally got that shit built and ready to use it. So from now on, I am not going to worry about others but concentrate on myself first. That’s something I been dying to do for a long time.
I woke up today thanking god for seeing another day. I am praying for all my family and friends to get better and wiser. Some much shit is going on in the world and locally. We all need to do more to help. I hope to help soon. For now, I am eager to start this week off right and let things bounce off my armor and move on with my life. There will be more to come in the coming weeks.
Eugene Chandler III
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