Dear Friends,
Well one more obstacle to go until I am free from the hell caused by my ex Andrea. I learned my recommendation for my probation. There will be no jail time and that’s a relief for me. I will have to go to a group therapy for some weeks and also a short time dealing with probation. That means I got to pee for them and be clean of drugs and alcohol. What is funny is that if this all goes well, my 2012 will be a clean one. Thank god for small miracles and my winning personality.
The aspect of being on parole does make it seem like I am guilty of something but I think I chose the right path. This journey I am going through is making me see that I need to be a better lover and person. I know I have anger issues. I have been known to control it but sometimes it is hard to keep my calm. So for now, I am going to change some of my life to accommodate what’s to come. I was basically a bundle of nerves all day because I knew this recommendation would either make or break me. Like with a lot of parole issues, this is going to cost me some cash. Thank god it will not be as much as I was expecting. The next woman I am with is not going to put me through all this hell. Actually the next woman I am with is going to be it for me. That’s my final answer with that.
As I was talking to the parole officer, all I could do was be honest and forthcoming. Why lie about anything because he will find out anyways. It does upset me that I might see Andrea during my sentencing at the end of the month. Knowing that vindictive bitch, she might come in there to make it hell for me. That’s sad that I cannot even be nice to her because in my eyes, she a sorry excuse of a person. I know some people hate for me to call this person names or take the low road but if you met her, you might be inclined to call her what you want. No matter what happens from here on out, she is nothing but the nasty bitch that caused all this drama because she could not stand what I said about messy people. Words do hurt some people most of the time.
I am basically working, then some free time, some more dates, and eventually a concert that I am excited to work. Two more weeks then a part of this drama will be over. No more being scared of going to court. I am not use to going to court like this. I am not even use to going through the court system in such a short amount of time. I just hope that once this is done, I can work towards completing my life goals. That’s all for now but more to come.
Eugene Chandler III
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