Dear Friends,
So the other day, someone asks me if I still love my ex. I told them hell no. That’s because my current ex is trying to find herself. How many people in their lifetimes try to find themselves? I am still finding myself. I am trying to know what I like and what I hate. In my current ex’s case, she’s trying to hurt me while trying to find her self. I asked on a post via Facebook, would you date people that work with your ex? I think most of my friends said no but I also should not care. Those who say I should not care must not have dealt with something like that. Those who said no, were those that can relate to my dilemma.
As of right now, I am still living with my ex. We are roommates. We don’t do anything outside of talk to each other. However, one rule you do not break is the rule about dating so soon. I have made new friends after we broke up and all I have made were friends. In her case, she did something so fucking ballsy that it still pisses me off. Actually she did two things but rather than to say them, I will keep that to myself. I will say that she is showing some ho-ish tendencies.
The whole situation is very poisonous to not only myself but her as well. We both cannot wait to never see each other again but for now, I go my way and she goes her. I am focused on school and she’s being wild and loose. There is only so much poison a person can take before it kills. I don’t want to die from poison. So for now, I wait for my time to leave and make a clean break. More to come.
Eugene Chandler III
No comments:
Post a Comment