Dear Friends,
As I sit here writing this blog, my ex is across the room from me. When someone ends a relationship, you wonder what made you fall in love with that person. I lost the woman I was in love in. However, after two months of trying to find that person, you find out that there is someone that wants you back. I realize that for every loss a person has, you gain or regain something back.
So what did I regain? I wish I could tell you but I don’t know. I know that I have the support of my friends and my family. I also know that sometimes people come back into your life to remind you that there is more to life that what you lost. I guess I am happy to see that I got something back. I also know after you lose someone or something, you wonder if you can get it back. I though I could get my ex back but she showed me she wants something else. Something that might get her in some deep shit in the near future.
So as I sit here, looking at my ex, I am happy she is not with me because for once I am free to speak my mind and also seek out new things but re-look at some missed opportunities. While she is being the ho she is becoming, I am working on my life and trying to know the real Eugene. So for now, I am happy to be single but will later bitch about being alone.
Eugene Chandler III
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