Dear Friends,
Well as I wake up on the first day of the new year, I felt
this wave of fear hit me hard. I realized that it is 2013 not 2012. When it is
a new year, usually I would be happy to make it through a calendar year.
However, it is getting harder to enjoy the blessings of a new year. I said
before that this is going to be a year of restructuring and settling debts. I
am trying to settle my emotions but the new year is going to be interesting for
me. Aside from what I just mentioned, I also feel like it is time to finally
deal with my son and his mother. My son will be six years old this year and he
does not know I exist. With that said, I guess I will talk about my other
dreams and plans for 2013.
One thing that I was blessed with in 2012 is working past
September. I was blessed to see something that I have not experienced since
2006. I got to see another World Series run by the Detroit Tigers. I am still
not use to seeing large crowds because when I started there, it was dead. I
hope this is the year that I get to see another championship run and also the
blessings from that.
This year will mark my 35th birthday. Unlike my
34th birthday, I will actually celebrate it. Last year was ok but
you want to do better for the next year. I guess I am learning to celebrate my
birth more because life is too short. For the last five years, my birthday wish
is to have my son while I work. I know that is a pipe dream but it is better
than nothing at all.
Finally, I guess this year is going to be the year I get off
my ass and do something worthy in my life. I use to volunteer and do something
aside from work. I want to be a role model and do stuff with kids. I just want
to do something that no one could do for me: teach kids how to live. I guess
that will be easier said than done.
Basically, I just want to do more in my life. I see things
differently because I want more in my life. I might not get to be rich or
famous but known and respect does feel good. It is time to get things right
because tomorrow is not guaranteed. There will be more to come.
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