Dear Friends,
This is my first official blog of 2013. I wish I could say
that this is my year to be a happier man but like with most of my years on this
earth, I am still living with past sins and mistakes. However, unlike the
beginning of 2012, this year is going to be different. I say that because thing
will be changing for the better this year. Usually, I would start a new blog of
the New Year with something but I am going to do what I do best: ramble. So
here are some things to just get out in the open for the New Year.
First of all, something I hope to accomplish is finally
getting through this mess with my son and his mother. That was weighing heavy
on my heart because of the effect it is having on myself and my son. He doesn’t
know me. I want to change that. My son should be a part of my life. Not a debt
that I have to pay off.
Second, it is time to get my credit in order. I am tired of
people wanting to collect money from me. I knew this was going to happen but I
did not expect the economy to go to shit. So I guess it is time to clean my
closet and get my shit together financially. I do want to have things like a
car, a house, even build businesses. I just want to be able to live again.
Third, it is time to use my degree. No point in going to school
and not really use my degree. I want to do something that is not food related.
I have been doing food related jobs for over ten years. I’m tired of food. I
just want to be able to have an income not be in debt. I hope for a blessing in
this department. I just hope for a blessing regardless.
Finally, I guess it is time to just take stock in my life
since this is an important year in my life. I will be 35 years old in August. I
will be out of a demographic. Time to gear up for 40 years old and also figure
out what makes me happy because it is time to stop being alone. Only time will
tell on this one because this is really easier to say than getting done. Happy
New Year and God Bless you all for helping me deal with my life as it is now.
Eugene Chandler III
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