Dear Friends,
I know I have been hiding during the transition between
Thanksgiving and Christmas but if you don’t know, I don’t like this time of
year. I decided to do this last blog of 2012. I am not depressed but more so trying
to fight the winter blues. I guess this is a better than moping around or
wallowing in sadness. I really don’t know what to say to end this year because
most of what I had to say was said. I guess I can do what I do best in these
blogs: ramble to a point.
One thing that has kept me busy is working. Even though
working during the fall/winter is shorter and more time in between, I still
find myself trying to keep active. I know most of my friends would be happy to
see this happier me but it is a façade to keep you all from not worrying about me.
One thing I have been good at for the last few years is not showing people my
true emotions. No need to have people worried and scared.
Something else that has kept me busy is the search for a
real relationship. That concept does not exist in this world we live in. I say
that because most women are looking for someone that can either support them
mentally, financially, or both. I have tried to find something different from
what I have been with. I also have become desperate because it is not like women
are not knocking at my door to be with me. I guess as I approach my 35th
birthday, it is time to settle for something that will be a positive force in
my life.
Finally, as I see a new year, like I said on Facebook: It is
time to look at the man in the mirror and make changes. It is time to man up
and make hard choices and decisions. Some things I have avoided in the past is
going to have to be dealt with this year. I want to be positive but these
choices and decisions might change my life and make life more difficult. All I
can do is something to make life easier to deal with. So with that said, Happy
New Year to you all…………Here comes 2013!!!!!
Eugene Chandler III
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