30 Days of Hell: Epilogue

Dear Friends,

Today is going to be a day of surprises and maybe disappointments. Today is the day I have to go to court over Andrea. This stemmed from the events that occurred on May 18th, 2011. I have said that this was a huge misunderstanding that was blown out of proportion. As I get through this day, I hope to see tomorrow. Last time I went to court, I ended up going away for 30 days. I hope this time around I get to leave out the front door and not be put in jail. I know that all these events are happening to me because I did not do more to prevent from occurring. This is karma coming to bite me in the ass. I hope to get through this and move forward.

I had over a month to relive the events prior to me going to jail for child support. I remember every word said, and every action taken. I am happy that this happened in my life. I am happy that Andrea and I are finally done as a couple. If I was going to change my life, I had to let her go. I could not be somewhere I did not feel loved and welcomed. For all the good times we had, there were a lot more bad ad horrible times. I barely got through getting my associate’s degree because of all the fights and other shit. Just like my other ex-girlfriends, I still have love for her but she’s not the person I remember. People do change over time and things change with life.

As I close this entry, I think about the last two years I been down here in Monroe. I have made some friends and earned the respect of my professors at Monroe County Community College. I have learned some new things and also gain some confidence in my life. However, most of that will always be attached to Andrea. I am happy to be free but a lot of my memories in Monroe will be scarred because of her and her family. I hope that after today, I can let all that bad memories go and make new ones. I also hope that my new life is blessed with change and better memories. I hope to write more later today.








Eugene Chandler III