Dear Friends,
I have had a lot of sleepless nights since 2011. Most times,
I end up going back to sleep. However this was the night I find myself not only
awake but tearful and sad. I knew this night would come but at the same time, I
am happy to finally see this night. Most people know that I have a tendency to
obsess about my exes. Well tonight, I finally saw how happy most of my exes are
away from the evil that is me. I want to share some of the things I noticed and
also some of the things that made me a stronger person for not only moving on
but finally moving forward.
The following is a status message on facebook from my ex AF
that she posted last summer. I laughed my ass off because of the grammar and
also the tough talk:
Ok
so I know I shouldn't have done this but I was on my ex's fb page n he had the
nerve to write shit about me. First of all he's the one that damn near jumped
off the sidewalk. I was walking around him to get to my friend. For all the
people that want to say I'm an idiot or a dumb broad I guess u better fuckin
check urself cuz u don't know me and I thank God for that. For the person that
said shame on me I have season tickets so fuck you. Oh and the bitch that said
I give the word couples n love a bad name I guess u better check urself to cuz
u dnt put ur hands on the person that u "LOVE"
What was funny is that she posted this via her phone and
also all the misspellings. Also after seeing her facebook page, she has moved
on. I am happy for her on that note. What makes me laugh is the pattern of how
most my exes fall into. My ex AF basically got herself a thug. Why do most
white women want a black man that is a thug? I saw the picture of her and her
new boo and thanked god for him taking over the bullshit I dealt with. Also
when she wrote this, she jumped and ran like she stole something. I wish I
filmed it. Now she got a boo, and I can not only breathe but also move on.
Another ex I found on facebook through a series of funny and
crazy paths. She is married to a guy that also looks like a thug. This girl is
black and her man looks Jamaican. I know she was happy to marry this guy but
the timing is fucking hilarious. We broke up around Thanksgiving 2006 but she
was married in 2007. So I guess she ran from me and married this guy because
she made me look like the devil. Again, I am happy for her because she can live
with someone that is thug. Also her family can love this guy because he fits
into her family. I can move on from this.
Finally, I said in an earlier blog that I am like the movie
Good Luck Chuck. I make women evil and then they run from me and call me the
devil. After they heal from me, they find their thug prince and ride off into
the sunset. Am I bitter, FUCK NO! Most of the time, I am happy they moved on
and leave me the fuck alone. Out of the 10 women I dated, I believe 80% of them
are happily married. I know only two that are single but that will change soon.
As I write this entry, I am blessed to have learned a valuable lesson about
love and life: These women are nothing but trials and test to see if I am ready
for my dream woman that does exist. So good night to you all and good night and
farewell my exes, I hope you got want you wanted.
Eugene Chandler III
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