Dear Friends,
Originally, I was going to write about the other events that
happened last year. The mess with my ex AF, being accused of domestic violence,
being shipped away for 30 days for missing a child support hearing, and losing
30 days. I am sitting here trying to comprehend why I would want to celebrate
or mention these horrible events. I want to ask myself why I am so demented to
remind myself of this shit. Instead of separately reviewing my mindset of these
horrors, I will make this short and sweet.
In my opinion, what happened to me last year after I
graduated was both something of my undoing and also a great awakening. Going to
jail reminded me that it is time to live and not be confined to what I am use
to and finally letting go of AF made me see that there are other women in the
world to be with. The ordeal of being accused of domestic violence made me sees
that it is time to run rather than fight.
So other than what I just said above, what else do I need to
say about the shit I went through last year? I guess that I have let go of
everything that made me angry and bitter. Why should I continue? I am not going
to but this is my last time bringing this up because I want to move on and
forward. No more dumb bitches, no more silly mistakes, and my future is going
to be blessed no matter what. I guess a friend of mines was right about the
past. The only person get affected by the past is the one that remembers and
obsesses about it.
Eugene Chandler III
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