Dear Friends,
One week from today will be Christmas. After that is the
beginning of 2012. I waited until now to start my reflection of 2011. Over the
next few weeks leading to 2012, I will basically review not only my life in
2011 but also some popular events that occurred. I call December’s blogs
December To Remember and January’s blogs are New Year Revolution. This is going
to be a real December To Remember. One more thing, even though I have bitched
all year, these blogs will shock you. This entry will serve as the prequel to
what’s to come.
First of all, I could describe the first four months of 2011
as the road to me finally graduating from college. I still can remember all the
shit I had to deal with just to get to April
30th, 2011 . I was happy to finally finish school and be
proud that I have a degree of some type. If you read some of my blog up to
graduation you know that was my best moment since June 10th, 1996 . Having that sense of
accomplishment was something to get me over my depression and have some worth
in my life.
After Graduation, what’s to come was the fall that I have
been avoiding. I use to tempt fate and challenge karma. My time was up on May 18th, 2011 . That was
the day that karma cashed in and took time from me. I spent over 30 days away
from the world and away from the life I was going to have after graduation.
Missing time like that did affect me because I hated missing things. If you
read my blogs when I came back online in June, you know that I lost time,
money, and faith.
This summer was riddled with both happiness and sadness. I
had to deal with my accuser at work. I had to be homeless again. I though I
found love and was on the road to redemption. I was blessed to see some events
like concerts, playoff baseball, monday night football in detroit
Finally, there is what’s to come in my life and also for
2012. I recently stopped dating to find myself and also heal from being hurt
and fucked over. I also think this will appease karma because she’s not done
trying to get me. So I feel that if I let go of love and finding someone, I
could get some things done and some soul searching accomplished. Basically, make
a map for my life after 2012. Well that’s all for now but there is more to come
because there is a lot to cover in the weeks left in 2011.
Eugene Chandler III
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