Dear Friends,
As we approach December, I think most people tend to start
their end of the year review of things that happened in 2011. My thing is that
the beginning of the year was marked with struggle. After my mess in May, my
life drastically changed. By June, I was trying to make it to survive. Before I
continue, I am not going to reflect about this year in this entry but after
Christmas there will be something. This entry is going to be about gearing up
for 2012. Also, I usually don’t look past tomorrow but I will try to see if
things to come will be in my favor or not.
Someone once told me that reflection is like looking what’s
behind you and hoping that what’s coming gets easier. I would love to have
things get easier but I know in 2012, there will be more stress and hassles. I
think I have done my best to deal with stress but what to come might take more
out of me. I think that is what I am dreading in what’s coming to me in 2012.
Something else that I hope does not follow me into 2012 is
my ex girlfriends. I know I made the mistake of not only getting out of one
relationship but jumping into another one. I have made it clear to myself that
I am not dating until I am set and fixed. I am sticking to that. I made a
promise to myself to know Eugene
My biggest hurdle in my life is my credit. So I intend to
clear and clean my credit. I also intend to make sure that things that occurred
in May/June will never ever happen again. Just like my vow to not date until I
love myself, I will never allow myself to lose my temper or for someone to upset
me. I guess now, I avoid fights and avoid to not fuck with karma. That’s all
for now but there will be more to come.
Eugene Chandler III
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