Dear Friends,
Ususally I don't say much around the holidays but I had to say something. So it is thanksgiving but it is not the same to me. As I explain it in a previous blog, this holiday is kind of a lost cause. I try to be alone so I don't worry about people pitying me. However, I have people pitying me anyways. Most people think of stuff to be thankful for. I am thinking about people like me who are alone. I have been to shelters and seen what this holidays does to people who have no family or loved ones. Those people I can relate to more than those who have alot.
So what now? Am I going to have a happy thanksgiving? No I am not. Do I have something to be thankful for? Not really. Most people say their kids, work, or something positive. Well I have not seen my son in a long while, so I cannot say him. I am barely working, so I won't be thankful of work. All my thanksgivings will not be until 2011. So this year is a bust. While others are happy to see family and friends. I will be alone. Alone with my thoughts and what's to come in my life.
Eugene Chandler III
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