Dear Friends,
I’m a 31 year old African American male living in a rural area outside Detroit MI. I am constantly bombarded with dumb shit, stress, and childish shit. Since I deal with all that and more, does that make me a case for anger management? I have been with less than ten women in my life time, and yet only the last three claims I need to go to counseling for anger management. I’m not allowed to go off on a person for pissing me off and putting me in a bad place. I have been able to keep my cool but when you with someone that has not ever been in love or been in a committed relationship, your patience is thinner than wax paper.
Why is it hard for some people to let you relax and let you calm down from a stressful day? It is because they want someone to fight with or to fuck with. This is why most relationship ends on a bad note or worse. This is also why people tend to not live with a lover. So why is it people want to make you think you have anger issues and want you to go to counseling? Some people don’t have these issues. They have immature people in their life. So do I have anger issues? No but I have no problem getting mad just to get this person off my case. I’m a black man living in America. I am automatically angry, and pissed at my country.
One more thing, since I am a black man living in America, why is it harder for people like me to be happy? It is not like I want to be mad at the world but I do want to come home and not feel like there is someone there to piss me off. More to come.
Eugene Chandler III
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