Dear Friends,
As March comes to an end, we get ready for April. April 29th, 2011 is a day I been waiting for since June 10th, 1996. I talked about in an earlier blog about not fucking up and not allowing things to get in my way. This date has been in my mind since Fall 2010. Most people when they graduate think about what's to come and also getting the word out to people about you graduating. I have been more worried about what I need to do to make a new life for myself and also do more in my life. I am also concerned about the next step. I sound like the end of American Pie, with the next step mess.
I am looking for colleges to attend next and also possibilities that I can create. I might be older but I can still create something out of nothing. I might be fighting depression and other shit, I know that this will give me something to live for. It is better than having nothing to live for. Sometimes, I see my luck changing because I know I cannot get any worse.
My future is not written but I can make changes to what occurs today and go from there. Graduation is a way for someone to see if they have self worth or pity for themselves. I am hopeful this will be a start for things to change and for things to get better in my life. All I got to say is in less than 50 days, I will get my degree.
Eugene Chandler III
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