Dear Friends,
Usually I don't write unless it is something to be said but I am free. I am out on my own again. I am not living with my ex-girlfriend anymore. My current living situation is a mystery but I am happy to be free. I am still single but free to do what I want. Even though I should have moved out in August after she told me she was not happy with me, I had to wait until I got through some issues. So what's to come? I wish I could tell you but I know I can be myself again. I know some people were mad because I was calling my ex-girlfriend names and also making her look bad but the thing is that I was not calling her names. I was speaking the truth about her.
For the last three months, I have been going through a series of changes that I hope makes my life better. I might had to live with my ex-girlfriend, but I was also focused on school and also my life. I might have met some new people but I wanted to also be my old self. I use to do things and meet people. Now I can do that and more.
My future is not clear but I did overcome a big hurdle by moving out of the place I was sharing with my ex-girlfriend. I also can speak my mind without watching to see if she can read my thoughts. I am going to be able to get things done and be able to gain focus in my life again. I keep thinking about the first time I fell in love back in 1997. Before I found love, I was basically a nerd. I don't know what I am now but I am not the same man I was in 1997. More to come...
Eugene Chandler III
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